Thana came back to Queen Manor after smashing her gear at Ollies cave, she had thought he was different.. Turned out he wasnt . Her hands were bleeding from glass in them but she didn't care , she quickly fed the cat she had adopted and wiped tears with her glass filled hands but made sure the cat was fed and watered and gave him some milk. Until tonight she hadn't thought of a name for it, but know she knew what to call the cat . " J." She named it, " I'm going to bed J.. I hope you have a better night then me." Thana said softly before rushing up the stairs, locking her door so the only way in was the kitty door and went to her bed and cried. She had lost a friend tonight , and hated that it was Oliver's fault.


Thana kept crying , and her hands kept bleeding but she didn't care . Her gear that she loved smashed , her friend dead, her INNOCENT friend and the man she had grown to trust and look up to proved to be no different then all the other lying men in the city.

J'onn the cat had been in the Queen Manor. So many secrets Thana held. Yet J'onn knew so many. There wouldn't be a soul that would stop him now. Not at the moment. No one knew he was. He was just a cat someone that would others never suspect who he truly was. Who would suspect a cat. She fed him, Washed him, and gave him something to drink. And The Cat was set. She even gave him a lovely name. This was perfect this was just perfect. J'onn felt like he was in the culture of these humans. However what came next upset him. Because he felt like this human was upset with something.

He followed her when she locked the door. He crawled onto the Kitty door and went inside. Jumping into her Bed, as he rested next to her. He's head moving again her sides as he wanted to confront her. The Cat understand she was upset. But he wanted to learn why. The Cat purred against her. In hopes she would direct her attention to him. He wanted to drive anything sadness she had, and try to explain it to J, The Cat.

Thana looked as she felt her cat nuzzling her side and turned and looked at him. She had bandaged her hands, and patted him gently . Thana loved animals, they were the purest things she knew.

She looked at her cat and let the tears keep falling. " Oliver killed an innocent man tonight , and he was a close friend ." Thana said softly to the cat, J. " But you're a cat so you wouldn't understand would you? It's different for you isn't it J? You don't feel emotional pain like us humans . Not all the time ." She told him, scratching his ears very very gently. Even in her pain giving as much love as she could to the little cat she had saved and looked after .

The cat looked at her with he's big eyes, nuzzling her side gently with he's head. He looked at her. Oliver killed a man? But Oliver was just a Rich man, why would a rich person physical kill someone? Unless he had someone else do it for him? She spoke of arrows. So was Oliver The Hood or something. J'onn wondered.

The Cat purred under her scratching. It felt nice to be a cat. J'onn found these animals amazing and fantasying. The car nuzzled her Side in attempts to calm her down and bring her some form of confront in terms of helping her relax. She was in pain and he needed to make her feel relaxed.

Thana kept gently stroking the cat and showed as much affection to it as she could, before getting up and reaching under a drawer and pulled out a small, flat piece of metal. A razor blade. She went into the bathroom with it and locked herself in for quite a time .


When she came back out the only signs of difference was she was much calmer, and lay back down on the bed. She wore a sleeping jumper over her now and looked at the cat and smiled sadly, hiding the razor blade back. J didn't need to know what she had done, or how badly. " I'm going to tell you a secret J, since you already know I'm ShadowShade ... Oliver is the Green Arrow." She said to the cat, before crying again and breaking down.

The cat purred against her. Only to see her leave. He blinked at the moment. Why was she going in the bathroom? Was she going to do her daily routines as in pee and stuff like that, or wash up? clean her face perhaps. He wasn't sure when she returned he purred against her and clung to her. He nuzzled he's little head against her, to show her that he understood and cared for her. Only to find out that the Oliver Queen was the Green Arrow? So Thana was working with Oliver Queen as The Green Arrow that was certainly interesting.

More interesting things he learned every day as being, Thana's Cat. He hoped that Thana was working with him it was common sense, unless she was the enemy of The Green Arrow's and some how knew he's Secret those were two options. J clung to her and purred against her sides, as his little arms were wrapped around her sides. Hugging her as much as he's little arms can reach, sadly he's arms weren't so long since they were cat arms.

Thana smiled softly through her tears and gently stroked J, he always made her feel better. Almost as if he was human and actually understood her. It made her feel a little better, but not much.

She kept gently stroking J as he dried to wrap his little kitten arms around her sides and though the tears kept falling she kept stroking him. She had so much love for this little cat, it looked the same size as a kitten and had giant eyes. Those eyes were beautiful. "I just want to hide from the world J, like I didn't exist."

J purred against her as she stroked him. J, went bad for her. He really did. He wanted to help some how. But at the current moment he could not help in any shape or form. Well he could. J could shift to human form and tell her he wasn't a cat. Then that would just anger her. To be honest he would know how exactly she would feel if he turned himself into a human form. Would she be pissed, confused, mad, upset, etc? So many emotions. At this moment he did not want to trigger something that might cause her to do something worse then cry.

Something like hitting herself or some other sort of thing. So as of right now, J just leaped on top of her head, And rested her on top her head. Purring against her head, as it closed his eyes. Such an Unfortunate events. J, hoped for Thana to stop crying. He hoped for he to be better, happy. Not feel sorrow.

Thana kept gently stroking her cat , and listened to his soft purrs. She really liked how he stayed with her, and eventually her tears dried up. She felt numb now, and kept stroking him. He was beautiful, and gorgeous.

She was tired, and in pain.. She wanted to feel better but refused to take medication for it. She didn't believe that medication would make her feel better, at all. She wanted to speak to Oliver, but at the same time didn't. She wanted him to be okay, but not as how he was.

The Kitty purred against her and it smiled. It understand her. It was time he would finally. Reveal to her it was him. Without Further waiting, he morphed to A standing 6 foot human being, dashing, charming, and handsome. Truly an amazing figure. He nodded."It is I! Your savoir." He tried to seem very humoresque but he had no idea if he was or not, Humans were strange creatures. He was completely naked."Err, do you have clothing?" He asked. He should no sighs of being ashamed or embarrassed it was if he was casual.